I haven’t made a personal post in a long time.

I am so over-whelmed by the amount of books to read and work to be done! There is so much information and change that I am a part of and it is exhausting. I am frequently loosing sight of my own happiness to be a part of a revolutionary cause that potentially will fail or dry my spirit. 

I am spending 30+ hours a week smiling and nodding and another 30+ trying to educate others and constantly educate myself. I have built so many contacts but so few moving friendships. I find myself too busy to invest in the ones I love, and perhaps they are likewise too busy to invest in me.

My past friendships and partially my family relationships have vastly deteriorated. I’d be depressed if I had a moment to consider something beyond all the work that is to be done in the whole world. It is becoming all the harder to function in this society. 

My ideologies, behaviour processing, and understanding of human structure and functionality have made the world seem all the more grotesque and upsetting. 

I have to constantly remind myself that I can’t change the world, and I only have my piece of the pie, but fuck does my heart hurt with the awareness of worldwide oppression on an endless scale.

Current demanding reading list:

Finish Pedagogy of the Oppressed

The Ethical Slut

Finish Labor Laws for the Rank and Filer 

Resistance and Rebellion

Finish: Catch-22

along with an endless sea of radicalist organizing material to go over.

Growing as an anarcho-syndicalist has been so empowering and exciting, but also so fucking discouraging and difficult.

And so it goes. Poo-twee?

jackshoegazer:

A friend of the wife saw this unique #horse and #buggy in #pdx

jackshoegazer:

A friend of the wife saw this unique #horse and #buggy in #pdx

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red-lipstick:

Alexandra Levasseur (b. 1982, Shawinigan, Qc, Canada) - 1: Limbo #3, 2012  2: Dancer III, 2013  3: Summer Games II, 2012  4: Sonambula, 2011  5: Self-Sabotage II, 2013  6: Playing With Fire II, 2013  7: Croix, 2013  8: Pyromania, 2013  9: Burning Hands, 2013  10: Chassé Croisé, 2013     Drawings: Acrylics, Colored Pencils on Paper

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rfmmsd:

Artist:

NYCHOS

"X-ray of a Wolf"

"Hey people out in San Francisco! Since we did not get permission for some huge walls I was going to paint, we are searching for more big walls in SF! Please pm if you can help us out!!! 

Here’s some flix from the wall I painted yesterday at the corner of Haight and Ashbury. enjoy”

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Tags: personal goals

camdamage:

brookelynne:

Our Family

Maestro, Miss, kitty & puppy.

I’m spending my birthday alone away from my family, and I miss them all dearly.

❤️❤️❤️
jeffmangos:

Angela Hechtfisch

Tags: feels

magicbuffet:

There will always be moments in your life when you feel vulnerable, awkward, and insecure.  You will find yourself questioning even the littlest things you do.  Just remember that your feelings are valid, and you deserve wonderful people and experiences in your life.  You deserve to be happy.  But try to feed that happiness to others, as well.  Try to be kind to others.Kindness resonates beyond its receiver.  The ripple effect of love is a beautiful thing.  I want to inspire others and bring love and acceptance to the world through body positivity.  I hope people can grow past the sexualized state of bodies that society has implemented, because I choose when I am being sexual, and now is not the time.  So try to get comfy in your weird, fleshy blanket, and let yourself be warmed by your own body.  You are capable of such incredible self love.

(ps: if you reblog this on porn blogs, I’m going to have to summon the goddesses Hera and Athena to come down and break all of your internet devices)


Extraterrestrial playground (2014)
Watercolour, ink
Ania Gareeva

Extraterrestrial playground (2014)

Watercolour, ink

Ania Gareeva

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orgiasticfuture:

"What do you want to do?"

actegratuit:

The Women of Science Fiction by Jska Priebe

Val loves shi-fi!

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vastdistances:

Paintings by Will Cotton

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nilejames:

Not Everyone Can Look Like A Movie Star.

nilejames:

Not Everyone Can Look Like A Movie Star.

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